When I Least Expected

Rewriting and rewriting to make thoughts seem perfect because they pour out to quickly for you to grasp. But, when moving quickly nothing can be perfect.... and yes that includes relationships. But that is the least of our problems it is when history repeats itself that it raises a problem. For me history seemed to repeat itself 10 times and for all the same reasons and has ended for all the same reasons. You think just because you tell yourself things will be different they actually will, but in the end they always end up the same. Or in my case exactlly the same and when I least expected it.